Hello Dear Friends!
Man, I've missed being on here. This past week I had a lot of trouble figuring out my blog and how to log back in, but I'M BACK! I'm excited to share what has gone on this past week. I have sold candles and have had several email inquiries since I posted The January Stock Album. I have 8 new cups and I look forward to showing them to you on here; however, today I will share with you something that inspired me. I was looking through my "Quotes of the Day" and one quote grabbed my attention. It actually scared me a little to think that I may not be working as hard as I should be. The quote is "Work like there is someone working 24 hours a day to take it all away from you."
I read that Friday morning and as soon as I got home from work (at 830pm) I went straight to it. It was even more frightened that my blog site was still not cooperating that I had to release all my tension on meditation. I had spent just under $900 earlier that day, my blog was not working well, I have to spend $115 later this week and I have to spend another $300 on materials. I remembered the quote I had read earlier that day and I got straight to work. I had to take photographs, fix the lighting in the room, edit the photos (took me a while because of how picky I am), upload them, figure out the prices, write down the descriptions then upload them to another account. I had finished everything at 1:20am but my mind was occupied with "What if that wasn't enough?" "What if the edits weren't done right?" "There are other better people out there." "You should've spent more time on the photos." Those lingering thoughts kept me awake for another hour until my mind tired out my body and I fell asleep.
Have you ever felt that way? That no matter how hard you thought you worked on something that it'll never be as good as someone else's? You feel as though you don't have enough talent to fulfill your deepest desires? I feel that since reading that quote, my mind has been working against my heart to push. To push me to an edge that was out of my ordinary range. In the next 5 to 6 months, my schedule will be hefty and full! I'm excited and scared, but I know one thing is for sure. I need to push my limits, go out of my comfort zone and work hard for what I want. What is something you're working hard towards?
An Education?
Your Career?
Your Growing Family?
Your Small Business?
To Purchasing Your First Car or Home?
Your Health?
To Work On Yourself?
It's going to take a lot of dedication, sacrifice, encouragement from others and a lot of hard work! Also, don't be afraid to fail! Some of the most successful failures never had a wonderful beginning. Take Charlie Chaplin for instance. He was rejected by every single producer because they said his material was "too obscure for people to understand." Walt Disney was fired by the newspaper editor because he "lacked imagination with no good ideas." Vincent Van Gogh only sold 1 painting...to a friend." Dr. Seuss's first book was rejected by nearly 27 publishers. Stephen King threw away his first novel manuscript "Carrie" because he wasn't pleased with it. Thank God his wife retrieved it from the trash because now his 49 novels have sold over 350 million copies and are now famous film remakes.
As I finished some candles earlier today, I thought I'd release some unwanted tension with a drawing. I couldn't deem this any more appropriate for what I am working towards.
Voila!
All My Love,
Alexa-Rae